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Name: Rae
Location: sexual
Birthday: 11/10/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: HARD CORE DANCE // - the music --- Taking Back Sunday, UnderOATH, Thrice, From Autumn to Ashes, Further Seems Forever, The Early November, Bright Eyes, Nine Inch Nails, Between Buried and Me, Alexisonfire, Avenged Seven Fold, Converge, SUBLIME, Finch, (OLD) Greenday, Dashboard Confessional, Atryu, From First to Last, Head Automatica, As I Lay Dying, Poison The Well, Walls of Jerico, Norma Jean, Motion City Sound Track, Blood Brothers, Something Corporate, Glassjaw, ACCEPTANCE, Straylight Run, Brand New, Matchbook Romance, Thursday, Letter Kills, A Static Lullaby, Hot Hot Heat, Postal Service, Death MSI, Goo Goo Dolls, Social Distortion, Death Cab for Cutie, The Spill Canva's, Le Tigre, Bob Marley, The Bled, Mewithoutyou, Ben Folds Five, Fear Before The March of Flames
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Member Since:
3/26/2005
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| Starting Over ...
come take a look see.
^new xanga.^
I've decided to keep this xanga up instead of shut it down.
I'll keep it up as a memorial type thing for Darren, evey post left on here is about him and honoring him.
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| i'm done.
w. this xanga
Big D, your 19.
"You were sent to live this life you were the very best
Now you're up in heaven soaring above the rest.
I leap into your footsteps I want to be like you
To be that helping hand pulling everybody through.
Put on that smile you did that feeling you brought to me
That humble loving feeling that only I could see.
You sit upstairs with God shuffling the deck
With pain you watch us cry, moap over the wreck.
I live to be like you Bro strive to be so good
You were just so amazing you always understood.
Theres an empty chair beside you it says simply little sis
but look down here beside me theres a chair you also miss.
God loves you being there, he needed you with him
but look down here and shine your light because our world still looks dim.
I know you love it there and im glad you made it, but I weep because
Today was the meeting of the two greatest."
-Tiffany
I miss my brother.
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|  Darren
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i came and saw you
today & i even brought you flowers, they were so beautiful: white
roses. i read thru the journal every one writes in about where they
miss you the most in their lives. i miss you not being in my whole
life. not seeing you every day tears my heart out of place and i miss
your laugh and smile so much. i miss seeing you in the mornings with gel
still wet in your hair, most of the time you were singing the apple
bee's happy birthday song. or on the summer days when you would play
basketball shirtless and i would make fun of your second bellybotton. i
even miss those wonderful kareokie nights [ you weren't so wonderful ]
but that was the fun in it. the mic didn't even work and that knight
costume from about 10 halloweens agao was just about 10 sizes too
small. You didn't care tho, if it was gonna make us laugh you were
willing to do it, and you did. i dont ever wanna forget that smile that
lite up the world, the memories you gave me, and i dont wanna forget
the way you made me smile at the most weirdest time. so please come
back because its just not as happy with out you, theres a part of my
life im missing and that im missing out on, our fun wasn't over. = God
why do you have to be so selfish = i wanna be selfish this time and i
want you back darren, every day of my life. i love you and i'll never
forget one thing you gave me or taught me.
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| Every night I’ve
cried and prayed the sun wouldn’t rise the next day just so I don’t have to
realize I’ve gone another day without you. It’s been 365 days without you. One
year ago my life, and many others changed so horribly and not for the better
but for the worst. Countless tears were cried, on and on nights went without
sleep, but still we’ve found our strength to go on, we look up to you in heaven
and ask our self’s: what would Darren want us to do? You’d want us to smile and
play baseball, play golf and have fun. Its so hard without you tho. We all know
you hates to see us cry but it’s too hard not to knowing god was selfish this
time. Taking the brightest smile the world had to offer only made it a dimmer
place to live. As we weep and cry tomorrow and visit you where you lay on
earth, please watch over us and let us know its all gonna be okay. | | |
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